https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/15/router-dut5-5th-ward/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-15T21:15:26+00:00router dut5 5th wardhttps://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/15/i-dont-see-the-point-of-posting-on-facebook-anymore-years-ago-i-had-a-lot-of-engagement-although-you-wouldnt-know-it-as-my-likes-and-some-comments-were-deleted-when-i-deactivated-m/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-15T20:54:18+00:00I don’t see the point of posting on Facebook anymore. Years ago I had a lot of engagement (although you wouldn’t know it as my likes and some comments were deleted when I deactivated my account a few times and then reactivated. I also defriended half the people I knew because I didn’t know what was going on). I am not sure that erasure of my data was done on purpose or if that is just what happens when you take the actions I did. It sort of made me look like a nut when in the past I had a lot of support..I knew a lot of people a little bit. My phone went from receiving 5 calls a day from people asking for my help with animals to total silence after my divorce in 2011. Now mostly bots follow me. I should probably delete them. I don’t feel connected to anyone anymore. I found out about a few deaths that hurt me a lot and it is good to see superficial pictures of what is going on in others lives. Other than that I don’t see the point of posting anymore.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/15/how-do-you-turn-over-tables-in-your-own-body-if-you-view-your-body-as-a-temple/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-15T18:43:57+00:00How do you turn over tables in your own body? If you view your body as a temple?https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/if-i-am-so-loved-why-am-i-still-alone-always-alone-is-this-only-a-giant-movie-set-was-anything-ever-real-badlet-him-go/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-15T03:08:07+00:00If I am so loved why am I still alone? Always alone. Is this only a giant movie set? Was anything ever real? Bad…let him go..https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-aktwpha2614/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T22:16:09+00:00https://youtu.be/akTWPHa2614https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-r6kh5tftcns/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T22:15:15+00:00https://youtu.be/R6kH5Tftcnshttps://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-0ubd9-wtnvu-2/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T22:02:35+00:00https://youtu.be/0uBD9-wtnVUhttps://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/jim-just-wondering-what-you-were-trying-to-show-me-in-hawaii-spaghettiettitude-christmas-eve-you-are-dead-now-so-i-cant-ask-you-i-am-torn-between-you-were-trying-to-protect-me-vs/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T21:55:05+00:00Jim just wondering what you were trying to show me in Hawaii. Spaghetti…ettitude..Christmas Eve. You are dead now so I can’t ask you. I am torn between you were trying to protect me vs you were trying to misrepresent me. But I think you were showing me how others who said they loved me were misrepresenting the situation. Hope you are Ok wherever you are. It is sad when you want to reach out to people in real life and they are gone, gone, gone. The only way you can connect is though art which is both a blessing and a curse.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-0ubd9-wtnvu/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T21:49:26+00:00https://youtu.be/0uBD9-wtnVU