https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/20/who-is-who-in-the-bible-who-is-who-in-hollywood-who-is-who-in-real-life/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-20T10:16:46+00:00Who is who in the Bible? Who is who in Hollywood? Who is who in real life?https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/20/the-fan-confusion/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-20T09:35:28+00:00The Fan? Confusion.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/19/like-the-bruce-springsteen-song-says-oh-girl-that-feeling-of-safety-you-prize-well-it-comes-with-a-hard-hard-price-you-cant-shut-off-the-risk-and-the-pain-without-losin-the-love-that/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-20T04:50:05+00:00Like the Bruce Springsteen song says “Oh, girl, that feeling of safety you prize well, it comes with a hard, hard price. You can’t shut off the risk and the pain without losin’ the love that remains. We’re all riders on this train.”https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/19/i-know-people-warned-me-at-the-expense-of-themselves-that-is-why-i-still-believe-there-is-more-good-out-there-than-bad-because-why-would-you-do-that-for-a-stranger-someone-you-dont-know/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-20T04:26:28+00:00I know people warned me at the expense of themselves..that is why I still believe there is more good out there than bad. Because why would you do that for a stranger? Someone you don’t know.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/19/i-ran-away-from-the-pain-in-txonly-to-become-numb-in-ut-when-you-allow-yourself-to-feel-pain-you-also-allow-in-love-you-dont-block-it-out-that-is-what-i-lost-when-i-moved-here-t/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-20T04:22:53+00:00I ran away from the pain in TX…Only to become numb in UT. When you allow yourself to feel pain you also allow in love. You don’t block it out. That is what I lost when I moved here.. the good along with the bad. Maybe I needed to experience this. I am going back. Maybe nothing will change..most likely nothing will change…but at least I will not accept numbness for the final chapter of my life.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/18/numb-usually-means-i-am-going-to-cry-later/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-18T21:41:19+00:00Numb usually means I am going to cry later.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/18/some-days-my-children-think-i-was-delusional-psychotic-when-i-was-just-trying-to-protect-them-it-has-affected-every-part-of-their-lives-and-no-one-was-held-responsible-today-my-kids-thought-th/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-18T21:32:03+00:00Some days: my children think I was delusional/psychotic when I was just trying to protect them!!!!! It has affected every part of their lives and no one was held responsible. Today: My kids thought/think I was delusional and psychotic. It has affected every part of their lives…This is what numb feels like. What else can I do but accept the situation? I can’t change it. Nothing really changes in real life anyway…only in movies are people held accountable.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/10/18/there-are-certain-actors-whose-voices-still-make-me-smile-not-in-the-horror-flick-way-just-in-a-way-that-makes-me-feel-more-human-i-dont-know-what-would-have-happened-to-me-if-i-hadn/Dear diary + Helpen2026-10-18T20:03:30+00:00There are certain actors whose voices still make me smile. Not in the horror flick way. Just in a way that makes me feel more human. I don’t know what would have happened to me if I hadn’t experienced both their humor and kindness.