https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/11/02/sometimes-i-wonder-if-i-was-ever-wanted-anywhereor-if-i-was-just-tolerated-for-political-reasons-for-money-for-control-for-power-i-dont-want-to-look-back-at-my-life-seeing-it-fr/Dear diary + Helpen2026-11-03T05:38:43+00:00Sometimes I wonder if I was ever wanted anywhere…or if I was just tolerated..for political reasons, for money, for control, for power. I don’t want to look back at my life seeing it from someone else’s VIEW. I want my own view..my own life. I want ownership over my future. Is that even a possibility at this point?