https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/15/how-do-you-turn-over-tables-in-your-own-body-if-you-view-your-body-as-a-temple/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-15T18:43:57+00:00How do you turn over tables in your own body? If you view your body as a temple?https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/if-i-am-so-loved-why-am-i-still-alone-always-alone-is-this-only-a-giant-movie-set-was-anything-ever-real-badlet-him-go/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-15T03:08:07+00:00If I am so loved why am I still alone? Always alone. Is this only a giant movie set? Was anything ever real? Bad…let him go..https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-aktwpha2614/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T22:16:09+00:00https://youtu.be/akTWPHa2614https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-r6kh5tftcns/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T22:15:15+00:00https://youtu.be/R6kH5Tftcnshttps://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-0ubd9-wtnvu-2/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T22:02:35+00:00https://youtu.be/0uBD9-wtnVUhttps://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/jim-just-wondering-what-you-were-trying-to-show-me-in-hawaii-spaghettiettitude-christmas-eve-you-are-dead-now-so-i-cant-ask-you-i-am-torn-between-you-were-trying-to-protect-me-vs/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T21:55:05+00:00Jim just wondering what you were trying to show me in Hawaii. Spaghetti…ettitude..Christmas Eve. You are dead now so I can’t ask you. I am torn between you were trying to protect me vs you were trying to misrepresent me. But I think you were showing me how others who said they loved me were misrepresenting the situation. Hope you are Ok wherever you are. It is sad when you want to reach out to people in real life and they are gone, gone, gone. The only way you can connect is though art which is both a blessing and a curse.https://dear-diaries.blog/2026/09/14/https-youtu-be-0ubd9-wtnvu/Dear diary + Helpen2026-09-14T21:49:26+00:00https://youtu.be/0uBD9-wtnVU