“So I’ll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep. And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe. And I’ll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are. Hope it’s nice where you are.” Taylor Swift Last Kiss. Also James Taylor..not sure how it is related just know that it probably is. There has been so much loss. I still remember the battle between you and Sonny. How he lost by dying. Now you are dead. Why? Why did this all happen? How did this all happen? Was this all about politics? Can I recover from any of this? Or is life only about survival? That is all life has been about since 2021. Why did you take the actions you did? Were you both determined to defeat each other or to defeat me? What was the real story? Did anyone care or was/is it only about watching what happened in movies from now on? I wanted so much more.