Dear diary + Help

ElizW…What were you thinking?…Cori…(said no to a movie part until the right amount of money was paid…MMc). Tinkerbell. Peter Pan. Now I am trapped in Utah. How could you? Honolulu, your Honor. Scout’s Honor. There is no honor when there is no honesty. The problem was not and is not me. You convinced the world it was. The problem was my environment. What is it they say? The first part of resolving a problem is admitting you had one? Evil did exist in my environment, however the wrong people were blamed. It’s OK though, just develop another mascara called Hypnose 2 and all will be forgotten by the public…that is all that really matters, right? I screamed and cried in 2011…for my children. For their lives. Do not let them be trafficked. No one wants to report that…too much of your money would have been lost. It is not pleasant conversations on talk shows. It is an uncomfortable truth. I would come downstairs and read these headlines…sex traffic ring busted, etc. etc.I thought I was stopping it. It turns out you were not helping me. You were only scaring me so I would appear crazier to the world. Again, how could you? War of the Worlds. You stole my life. All the world is a stage to everyone else. Our lives be damned. Since no one can ever explain anything to me directly I can only assume what happened. So very painful, but I have become numb. Now I work for a Vicki…that is so comforting. It is all a joke to you isn’t it? Justice only happens in movies, never, neverland in real life. Betrayed.