It makes me sad to realize so many people are bought and paid for. They only see what their puppet masters want them to see. They cut and edit others’ lives just for sound bites. It is like they don’t want to see or acknowledge the so called monster they are fighting is within themselves. It sometimes feels like I am not talking to human beings anymore. It feels like I am talking to programmed bots. I can’t do anything about it. They are still going to put on their programs around me. I just wish I could escape them and try to have a more normal life after all of their damage. I know money interests are more important to the world than our individual lives. Again their images of themselves are what matter most. I just wish they didn’t include me in their dramas and could do their own thing by themselves. Somehow they have to use my microphone, my body, my life, to get their agenda out. I wish they didn’t.