Nasal bear. Same as Jacksonville…nose shape by the river..or maybe the comparison to a witch…Maile & Michelle. not sure. Tom and Mimi. Jacob. Ladder. Lee Sherman. Cher? Not sure. I wish it could be explained but I don’t think it ever will be in real life. You trying to get in…me trying to get out. Maybe it will all make sense after death because nothing makes sense right now. Dream… I told Pat about. Baseball player..grocery cart. Loved each other for who we were…such a sense of love…nothing else..Moms and babies towed away in a grocery cart to the eu room..will never be able to get that out of my mind. You understand the Ptsd. I know you understand. I just hope everyone is ok because I am not.