What ever happened to people wanting to do the right thing only because it was the right thing to do? What happened to movies with a message like Quiz show? Looking from the outside in, it appears to me that people will only show the truth under threat of exposure from an equal or greater force to them. They don’t do it willingly if it is going to hurt their side or ego. It makes me sad…the agendas. They act like they are doing me a big favor by letting me speak. The data that comes in very often does not equal the data that goes out to the world. That concerns me less than erasure of data which I know has happened. My words are usually mangled. No one knows what to believe. That is how certain people want it. They don’t attempt to right wrongs unless they are forced to…unless there are consequences. It is all very confusing. They tell the truth 20+ years later, but not initially, very rarely initially. Compound fractures. I am glad that I believe in God. I wish my children did. It appears that most of the world worships certain people and not a power greater than themselves. They say they are Godly but they continuously hurt the least of us (namely me and my children) so how Godly can they really be? I wish I had a safe place. With all the me too rights, that desire appears to have been ignored. I wish I knew I was safe and wasn’t surrounded by such ginormous egos. I wish my children were safe and loved. There is no escape for me..so I try to find small moments to be grateful for. That is all I really have anymore..small moments.
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