sometimes i write when angry and depressed. then i look back at what i wrote and think i am not always this upset. i guess writing is a tool i use to let go of what i can let go of so i can continue on with the day. i know in the past it was worse when i held everything in and then exploded. this place is like a slow leak of emotions so i don’t go insane even if i am just talking to myself. i have read a few other people’s posts and they are very insightful…life is not always as terrible as i make it out to be.