How can I be positive when everything/everyone is controlled? What is this? Art i f iCia l. Lies. What are you trying to show me? I know the govt lies. What can I do about it? They pretend to be your friend. They pretend to understand and listen, but they don’t. They just gather information to use against you. They pretend your voice, your information is getting out, but then twist it to present the image of themselves they want the world to see. I live in a world of mirages. Imagery. Nothing feels real anymore and no one seems to care about that part of the equation…I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel people have failed me. All I have left is the invisible. You win. But just because you have your religion doesn’t mean you can force me to believe in it.