I think most days I have given up hope…hope that life can get better…hope that life can change. There is too much interference…too many controllers because of money interests. Nothing is natural anymore. I thought I had the same rights as my ex-husband. I believed I was free. In 2011 I didn’t know what the right thing was to do. I just knew I had to stop taking the wrong actions over and over again…if I was to survive. I really thought it would be different..I thought life would be different. I thought I would be able to find love and that love would stay. But so many people wear masks and not in a good way. I can no longer trust people. Now I am hearing that it is going to be worse at SL. I hope that is not true.