In some ways I miss some parts of the olden days…when everything was considered my fault. The roles were more clearly defined. If I was the problem then I could change, and then the problem could be fixed. I thought I had control. Now I realize so many things were not all my fault. But I can’t control the outcome because I can’t control other people, places, and things. I cannot stop people from living in the past because that makes them feel more comfortable. I cannot change much of anything anymore.