I am sorry I have been difficult. I am sorry I have loved all of the wrong actors. It doesn’t mean the people I have not connected with were unlovable, just as I am not unloveable when you were pretending I was someone else (how convenient). It just means it was not a match. I am sorry my pride gets in the way of being real most days. I am sorry my sharp tongue hurts you when I am defending myself. Basically to sum up my personality…I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry…I am not sorry. Even when it kills me.