It is the fear of being trapped that makes me want to run. Too many times people have pretended to be one person and then I found out they were the opposite of who they said they were. The whole Dr Jeckel Mr Hyde. You all know who everyone is and isn’t. I feel like I don’t know who anyone really is or was. That makes me extremely sad because I feel like my history has been erased and replaced. I feel like a prop in all your shows, not an active participant. It doesn’t look like anything is going to change. I am an extremely emotional person inside. So I will have to work on breathing strategies or find something to take away the feeling of being trapped. Because I feel it everywhere I go. And I wish I didn’t feel that way.