Dear diary + Help

So many things in society that were thought of as acceptable hit me as extremely abusive. It feels like the mean girls in high school never grew up…they just learned how to play the victim or protector (what a joke) better. Sucker punching someone you don’t even know because someone told you to do it while receiving accolades for your behavior is not noble. It is not admirable. It is sick. But you continue to do you and ignore all of the harm you have caused.