Sometimes when I am lost in thoughts at work…dark thoughts like who betrayed me? Was anyone truly ever my friend or does everyone just use each other? Was I wrong about this person too? Is he or she a sell out? Is there anyone I can trust? I stop and think what if I die and the devil tells me there is no God..there never was one and I am alone. I think even if he or she tells me that I am still going to believe in God..I am going to believe that there is a safe place..a refuge..like in my dream as a child. Even if everything is stripped away and taken away I am still going to believe in Him. I am still going to believe he loves me and will save me. They may control everything but they cannot control my mind.
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