Completely unrelated but when they sent me over to the other department there was a supervisor there who kind of reminded me of MarkW. I have always liked him a lot as an actor. Also didn’t hurt I used to have a major crush on him. People I get a good feeling from do affect my decisions (dream water even though once again it is probably not related). I had a dream before the matrix movie came out that I was caught in a maze and couldn’t trust anyone. The only way out was to find the souls I had a connection with and follow them. That was the only way out. The only way to freedom. I am so grateful to actors but I really miss not having friends in real life. Because of what happened and me not knowing who anyone is or was anymore (along with the perceived betrayals) I cannot have or be a friend. I don’t know how to overcome this.
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