Dear diary + Help

• I don’t really see the point in talking anymore…especially since my words get distorted or deleted.

• They treat me like I asked for this…like I wanted it.

• Tea Cher. Ta e ch er. Te ach. Su gar. U ta h. Fl or I da. I will never be free. My friends make fun of me and pretend I am their mom.

• Part of me gets too frustrated with my son sometimes. He thinks he knows everything but really he knows very little, sometimes nothing. I can’t protect him. That is what is most frustrating.

• Watching tv is rarely enjoyable for me anymore. I don’t know what is real and what is fake. I never knew who was on what side to begin with. Absolutely nothing makes sense anymore.

• Is Florida any different?

• mushr not Randy. Def not him. So what are you telling me?

• I hope the interview was ok. I hope my son is safe. Hiroshima warnings..can’t understand what others are referencing.

• Grateful for the days off where I can sit in bed and do absolutely nothing.

• Are these psychic detective shows real or is this just method acting I am watching? Because if they are real what the hell?